lalalaal.

This has been a crazy week/weekend. Tony, Lyndsi and Ty were over this week for Christmas. Which was pretty great! I got a car and bunches of clothes and other cool stuff! I got to see Ty, which was awesome.. cause i love Ty! :D Anyways, They left on thursday and I was off to Kevin's after that. We all went to the Factory that day. Saw Returned and Ruins, Low Blow, King Conquer, Pay At The Pump, and Love Begotten. It was a pretty nice show! Ashley stayed the night for the second time, afterwards. uhm.. friday, we all hung out and kev's house for awhile and then came to my house. Yesterday, i went to kevin's grandpa's house out by eufala. It was quite lovely, i got a couple more Christmas presents which rocked.. then, we came home and went to eat mexican food which was especcially lovely.. except for the waitress. But yeah, its been a crazy week and weekend. :D

i'm looking forward to New Years Eve. :D



adioss. <3

blah

lastnight was stupid. at least, the end of it was. first, i had to wait to talk to kevin til like forever... but, its okay.. it was important and i'm sorry for getting mad kev. :] wellllll, after that, i was talking to kevin SOMEONE texts me and tells me to break up with kevin. stupid. it made me so upset. so so upset. and furious. i'm just tired of everyone ganging up on me and kevin. i didnt change kevin. he was strong enough to change himself. in the good way of course, and he didnt stop hanging out with his friends, they stopped hanging out with him. even if he did stop, it's his choice so i just wish everyone would be mature and stop. ugh!


sorry for that little rant.

anyways, tonight is my choir concert and i'm super excited about it. we're singing awesome songs and i'm ready to beat the del aires. most people last time said we stole the show. i think Colla Voce should be named the pride of Del City cause we rock so much. not to sound conceited, i'm just super super proud of Colla Voce and i love those girls. YAY! anyways, we're singing Mozart tonight. three songs of his. Confutatis, Dies Irae, and Lacrymosa. Amazing songs. i love them. a lot. after the concert, kevin, ashley, my dad, and i are gonna go eat at a mexican place and its gonna be awesome.

i was in sorta a bad mood afterschool and i just kinda decided that i would stop. i don't want to be in bad moods. i used to be a really happy person. ALL THE TIME. i think thats what made me like kev's dad so much, he just seemed to be happy all the time. and he looks happy even when he's not. and thats awesome! :D i love kevin's family, they are just like my family. they rock! :D


anyways, i'll go now!


byeee.

craziness.

Well, a lot has happened in the past couple days. The other night a got a HUGE wake up call from God, like i do everytime. He's amazing. I watched this movie with my mom about this girl that didnt get married in her past, she took the road to success, and left him on the day of the wedding... and she made a wish and got to go back and get a second chance. Well, she was super happy when she realized how lucky she was. :D she did marry him btw. i just realized that i miss being my old super happy self, so i decided that i'm going to try to be happy and optimistic like i used to be. i've been trying to stay faithful to that but then, lastnight, i started to feel really sick.. wierd, and random. i'm fine now, except that i'm really hungry. havent had much of an appetite. so yeah,... this morning i threw up. YUCK! i hate that. anyways, pray that i'll get better!

:D

Jesus and ice.

So, lastnight was awesome! Kevin and I hung out here at my house and watched Amadeus. But, in the middle of the movie we stopped paying attention and we talked for hours about God and Jesus. There's something about the way Kevin talks about Jesus that gets me excited. It just makes me want to learn about Jesus and gets me pumped up. Like Falls Creek... its great! so yeah, thats what we did lastnight. and this morning i wake up, and nothings going right... Damian doesnt get up for the longest time.. so he can't take me to church.. then, my mom gets ready to take me.. and the ice won't come off the car so we can't go.. so, i can't go to church, my good feeling is gone, and i can't see kevin.



it sucks.
but, today will get better.
i have to try to tell myself that.
cause' its hard for me to be optimistic right now.

:(

Well, today was okay. until now. i don't get to talk to, or see Kevin today or tomorrow other than school. GAY!. it's gonna kill me. it really really really is. but, he's been doing really good on his schoolwork. i'm very proud of him. He's not getting any more zero's after this. not at all! he's working HARD. no lie. fasdjfgasjdkfgaskjgf. this weekends not turning out very good, but, i think a miracle's gonna happen and its gonna be the best weekend everrrrrrrr! woo! anyways, i'm about to go eat dinner with my dad but first we have to meet Damian at Guitar Center. of course, we go to guitar center when Kevin isn't here.




well, stay positive. cause i'll be trying to.

adios loves.
<3

yahyahyah.

sooooo.. not much going on these days. Been kinda worrying about school and just trying to make sure Kevin and I are doing well with our schoolwork. :] Right now, I'm at Kevin's' house and he's looking at a music magazine.





Kevin, Ashley, sometimes FM, FT, and I have been going to the Factory a whole lot lately. It's my new love because TP's is not alive anymore. :( how sad. but, we're going this saturday and i get in free because this band asked me to take pictures for them. pretty rad huh? Hmmmm... well, and i'm gonna see Returned In Ruins. woo!





hmm... what else? Choir this semester is so fun, CHRISTMAS MUSIC!

we're singing:

Angel's Carol.

Carol of the Bells.

Psalmo.

He Came Down.

This Little Babe.

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas.



and i believe thats all.

wooo!



well, nothin else to tell you

except you should come to Eagle Jazz Club next Friday.







adiosssss..







tu estas la hamburgesa de queso.

yuck. gay.

Hello,


Hmmm... not much has happened lately! This weekend rocked! i went to a show at the factory, called the stache bash. i went with kevin, ashley, and F.M. we all wore fake mustaches. it was pretty rockin! we saw returned in ruins! maaaaaan, they rocked my face off! we also saw a bunch of other awesome bands! but, i miss Disruptor! AAARG! anyways, this weekend is All-State.. and i really want Kev to go, he's the only way i'll feel at ease. He's my support system! i need him there to calm my nerves and my choir teacher might not let him. how cheesy is that?! ewww. well, she's callin my mom tonight or sometime soon, so hopefully it'll be cool. man, i dont even feel up to it anymore. my voice is messed up right now.. it hurts to even breathe. its gay! if it's not better by saturday, there's no way i'm going. i'm not gonna embarass myself. that's too much! ugh!.. anyways, i guess nothing else is going on except for me loving life. :] hope you guys are doing amazing!

☼

cheeseface.

Hello everyone,

Today was alright. The first half was kinda horrible but, after that, it got better. Now, i'm super dee duper bored. Ashley was gonna come over, but turns out she's grounded. That sucks. So, now I'm just uploading pictures and hanging on myspace. Then, I'm gonna practice my all-state music. It's getting easier. I hope I don't embarass my myself at the auditions. We'll see, I guess. Hmm... I've been really tired a lot lately. It sucks. I hope I get to get more sleep. I'm gonna try to start sleeping in on saturdays, cause' lately, I haven't been. Well, I'm gonna go now. America's Next Top Model is calling my name. I suggest you watch it. :D


Have a wonderful day.
<3 Jordan.

relief.

Well, this weekend has been pretty cool. some bad moods, but all is well. sorta. we'll see how tonight goes. hmmmm... friday, i hung out with kevin and we went to the mall with my brother and candace. then, saturday i went to kevin's for a little bit, ate some yummy bbq, and took some rockin pictures. then, i came home, hung with kevin, then ashley and josh came over and we rocked out. then, this morning, i went to church, ate some lunch, and went to lifechurch for this thing called national porn sunday. it was a pretty powerful message. then, my day got a little bad again when kevin and i got to my house, but we worked it out.


so, if you ever lie to your mom about something, tell her. cause' she'll probably understand. i did. and i am filled with relief that i told her. i just want her to trust me to be honest with her. and she does. and i'm glad. :]

i'm loving life. there are stressful times, but everytime I fall, i'm picked back up again by my lovely Savior Jesus Christ. I'm looking forward to just be myself again, not making stupid decisions, not hiding things, not straying away from the One who created me. No, the good ol' church girl Jordan who obviously has joy in her life and has Christ in her heart. that's me. that's who i am. and that's who i'll forever be.


<3

lessons.

my weekend and beginning of the week have been crazy. lessons. tears. laughter. joy. all the emotions mixed into one person. me. for me, it been hard to handle. really hard. cause' i didnt notice, but i bottled it up inside and it all kinda exploded. i've been doing things that arent liked me and hurts me. i've even been straying away from God. shocker huh? but, for the first time yesterday, it all comes out, and i cry out to God. it felt good. joy and pain into one emotion that felt good. but, out of all this, i became thankful. so so thankful. for my life. my whole life. my family, my friends... everything and everyone. i'm blessed with the most amazing life and i let it get into my head and just try to find things wrong with it. which is not like me, i just havent been myself lately. and it hurts. it really does. but, to wake up and hear God... telling me to keep going is a great feeling. i just need help. and i'll get it, i really will. TIG. trust in God. that's just what i'll do. and thats what you should do to. :]

cinnamon rolls.

lalallalalala. i'm about to go to school and i just ate some cinnamon rolls, they were pretty tasty and rocked hardcore. :] well, this weekend... the fantastic five is at it again... me, kev, ashley, matt, and hopefully damian are gonna hang out again like last time! you know what that means, PARTAYYYYY! :] i can't wait, it's gonna rock hardcore.. and i think we're gonna go to the 6yd show at the factory on friday also. well, i hope so.. cause i miss them super bad.


wellllllll, hasta manana.

<3

building 429.

man oh man, i went to the fair lastnight with my mom, stepdad and kevin and we saw building 429. they were super amazing. it was insane. and i got me some rockin pictures too! :] hmm... well, yeah, the singer of building 429 looked straight at me and smiled.. i thought that was wicked cool. other than that, not much to talk about unfortunately.. except that the first half of school today i have to take a stupid PLAN test. its retarded. i hate those tests.. they are unneccessary.



well. goodbye.
<3

birthdays.

My birthday was wednesday! it was pretty groooooovay! i went to el chico and then church. :] last night was my birthday party! that was a blast! :D :D i got my new camera and omgggg, i'm soooo in love with it! i went to my dad's apartment and took pictures there! :]




not much new other than that, i'm just super tired
cause i got two hours of sleep lastnight.


blehhhhh.


byebye. <3

crazy.

well, this week has been interesting. fun, bad, sad, angry, diffferent.. man! its been tough! and i'm really tired right now! but, i'm glad this week happened.. lots and lots of things have happens that have made me learn things. I haven't been myself lately and i know no one reads this, but if you have accidentally stumbled over my blog and see this.. i'm sorry. i'm so glad i have a great boyfriends.. and i have the BEST friends in the entire world! i'm just so thankful!



thank you God,
Your the reason i have this life! :D




<3

headaches.

Well, today was pretty good! yesterday was like one of the worst days i've had in awhile! everyone was just having an off day!... gaw, i havent cried to much in one day since... well, a long time ago. ex boyfriends are idiots.. well, not all of them, just one.. by the name of Kyle.. but, oh well. I think i'll have to go with what my mom says. Praying for my enemies is the best thing to do! Which is very true! :D well, today was super hero day.. i was RELIENT K GAL gal gal gal. [echo effect] not much else to say, so, i guess i'll go.

excuse the bad grammar.
i'm being lazy today!


adiosssssss.
nos vemos!

<33333

annoyance.

school's been pretty good. i actually like it. i just don't like how some people act. Kevin's exbandmates don't like him now because kevin doesnt talk to them anymore.. which it's nothing against them, it's just Kyle that he doesn't like. But, it's making me mad cause they make fun of him and all this stuff... they should just respect that he quick the band, forget about him not liking kyle.. and get on with their lives. that'd be the mature thing to do. now, this dude won't even talk to me very much now.. because his friends don't like kevin. thats so stupid huh? well, oh well... i'm trying not to let it bother me.. but it just urks my nerves. oh well, i'll live.. they'll live.. and it doesnt bother Kevin really. Kevin is great! really really is! :D :D i'm very happy with him. he can make me smile no matter what! and its great! :] well, i'm gonna go to church soon so, i thought i'd just give you a quick update of whats going on in the life of jordan. :] well, have a lovely day!


adios. <3 sunshine.

First Day Of Highschool.

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

my classes are pretty cool! :]
but, my stomach hurt all day.. and it sucked..
so i couldnt really enjoy my day.

well, i think tommorow will be better!
Highschool is different.. but, i feel so mature.
haha. love you guys. <3

Cheeseburgers.

Welp, I'm just hitting waiting to go to Kevin's. So, I thought I should write a blog! me and Shannon decided that we need to take a break from each other and maybe then, we can save our friendship. But, i don't know, just taking it one day at a time! Other than that, my life has been super fantastic! Kevin makes me so happy! He's the definition of a true friend! He's always there for me! and that really means a lot to me! :D Anyways, not much else to write really! I guess i'll go now! :D

<3 Sunshine.

Sarcasm and Fakeness.

I don't even know why, but she called me fake. I was trying to be honest to her and then her friend turns around and cusses at me and threatens me. it was really immature. but oh well, no big deal really.. a lot of this comes down to how i talk about God all the time. her friend also said that He's fake. okay... well, its fine with me, because in Mark 13:13 it says "all men will hate you because of Me" and thats something i've been finding out very quickly. Well, on to other things... Today was church!! YAY! we talked about the end of the world! its a great subject.. scary for some, exciting for others.

"On his robe and on his thigh he has this name written:
KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS."
Revelation 19:16


that verse is kevin's favorite
and it makes me all happy inside!

<333 Sunshine.

Good Day Gone Stupid.

Soo.. I hung out with Kevin today again! :] I had a great day! then, i got home and was really excited to talk to Kevin on the phone because I had talked to one of my best friends that i havent talked to in awhile and i wanted to tell him about it. then, i find out he's going to randy's. sucks. but oh well, its good that he's hanging with his other best friend. i wish i wasnt so selfish and jealous. but, i'll get over it. Now, i'm getting into yet another fight with one of my friends. I dont know, it sounds bad, but i just don't want to be her best friend anymore. She embarrasses me way to much and i get annoyed by it, i don't think its fair to her or me. i don't know. Well, tommorow is church, which is good! I can get away from all this! plus, I get to hang with my friend Jaime for the first time! thats gonna be quite awesome! :D and i get to see Mekayla! WOOHOO! :D well, not much else to say! except, I love you Kevin, thank you for being such an amazing boyfriend. <3

--Sunshine.

Great Day.

Hey Hey!

so, this is my very first real blog. i must say, i'm pretty excited. Today I went to Kevin's house, we hung out and watched a couple movies. Freedom Writers is a very awesome movie. I like movies that inspire, and that, my friend, is a very inspirational movie. Not to mention, they talked about the Holocaust a lot. I love learning about the Holocaust. Anyways, last night, i hugged Jesus, i know that may sound crazy, but it's so true and it was so amazing. If you want the full details, just ask. Another thing I did today, I took some pictures with Kevin's dad's camera. I love that camera. It was pretty awesome! I absolutely love photography! I just hope I can get a new and better camera cause I don't have a very good one right now. Well, I guess I've bored you enough for right now. I'll be going now! Have an awesome night!

-Jordan.