lalalaal.

This has been a crazy week/weekend. Tony, Lyndsi and Ty were over this week for Christmas. Which was pretty great! I got a car and bunches of clothes and other cool stuff! I got to see Ty, which was awesome.. cause i love Ty! :D Anyways, They left on thursday and I was off to Kevin's after that. We all went to the Factory that day. Saw Returned and Ruins, Low Blow, King Conquer, Pay At The Pump, and Love Begotten. It was a pretty nice show! Ashley stayed the night for the second time, afterwards. uhm.. friday, we all hung out and kev's house for awhile and then came to my house. Yesterday, i went to kevin's grandpa's house out by eufala. It was quite lovely, i got a couple more Christmas presents which rocked.. then, we came home and went to eat mexican food which was especcially lovely.. except for the waitress. But yeah, its been a crazy week and weekend. :D

i'm looking forward to New Years Eve. :D



adioss. <3

blah

lastnight was stupid. at least, the end of it was. first, i had to wait to talk to kevin til like forever... but, its okay.. it was important and i'm sorry for getting mad kev. :] wellllll, after that, i was talking to kevin SOMEONE texts me and tells me to break up with kevin. stupid. it made me so upset. so so upset. and furious. i'm just tired of everyone ganging up on me and kevin. i didnt change kevin. he was strong enough to change himself. in the good way of course, and he didnt stop hanging out with his friends, they stopped hanging out with him. even if he did stop, it's his choice so i just wish everyone would be mature and stop. ugh!


sorry for that little rant.

anyways, tonight is my choir concert and i'm super excited about it. we're singing awesome songs and i'm ready to beat the del aires. most people last time said we stole the show. i think Colla Voce should be named the pride of Del City cause we rock so much. not to sound conceited, i'm just super super proud of Colla Voce and i love those girls. YAY! anyways, we're singing Mozart tonight. three songs of his. Confutatis, Dies Irae, and Lacrymosa. Amazing songs. i love them. a lot. after the concert, kevin, ashley, my dad, and i are gonna go eat at a mexican place and its gonna be awesome.

i was in sorta a bad mood afterschool and i just kinda decided that i would stop. i don't want to be in bad moods. i used to be a really happy person. ALL THE TIME. i think thats what made me like kev's dad so much, he just seemed to be happy all the time. and he looks happy even when he's not. and thats awesome! :D i love kevin's family, they are just like my family. they rock! :D


anyways, i'll go now!


byeee.

craziness.

Well, a lot has happened in the past couple days. The other night a got a HUGE wake up call from God, like i do everytime. He's amazing. I watched this movie with my mom about this girl that didnt get married in her past, she took the road to success, and left him on the day of the wedding... and she made a wish and got to go back and get a second chance. Well, she was super happy when she realized how lucky she was. :D she did marry him btw. i just realized that i miss being my old super happy self, so i decided that i'm going to try to be happy and optimistic like i used to be. i've been trying to stay faithful to that but then, lastnight, i started to feel really sick.. wierd, and random. i'm fine now, except that i'm really hungry. havent had much of an appetite. so yeah,... this morning i threw up. YUCK! i hate that. anyways, pray that i'll get better!

:D

Jesus and ice.

So, lastnight was awesome! Kevin and I hung out here at my house and watched Amadeus. But, in the middle of the movie we stopped paying attention and we talked for hours about God and Jesus. There's something about the way Kevin talks about Jesus that gets me excited. It just makes me want to learn about Jesus and gets me pumped up. Like Falls Creek... its great! so yeah, thats what we did lastnight. and this morning i wake up, and nothings going right... Damian doesnt get up for the longest time.. so he can't take me to church.. then, my mom gets ready to take me.. and the ice won't come off the car so we can't go.. so, i can't go to church, my good feeling is gone, and i can't see kevin.



it sucks.
but, today will get better.
i have to try to tell myself that.
cause' its hard for me to be optimistic right now.