stupid.

I just got told that because I brought up a conversation about God, I was trying to be "holier than thou."

what is with people these days?
everyone can talk about their own beliefs but when it comes to someone else's.. especcially christians.. it means they are trying to shove it in their face.


ugh.

boring.

Well, it's summer now and it has been more boring than ever. It's only the second day though. yesterday was horrible, I did nothing at all cause everyone was gone or doing something. Kevin is at Lake Eufala and Arielle is at a different lake. Jessica was at a birthday party and Kealeigh was probably doing something nerdy. But, hopefully today will be better cause if not, I will die. I might go to Jessica's today and then, go eat at el chico with grace and abby. :) wooooo!

Anyways, I guess i just wanted to give you a little update and stuff. Adios.

This is going to be a sad sad week.

This week is the mark of the last week of school. Normally, being a teenager, I would be excited. But, I have bonded very well with my choir teacher and my choir seniors, and well, after this week, I might never see any of them again. My choir teacher is leaving and never coming back to teach. Although, she's only moving about an hour away.. she is not going to teach at our school anymore. Our last choir concert, Showcase, was on friday and it went quite well. The night performance was the saddest ever. During our senior circle, all the seniors did their little farewell speech.. Anthony's hit me hardest. After they talked, Mr. Carpenter did, and he made me cry. After he was done, Mrs. Morrison spoke which made me cry even harder. She made us cry even more at the end of the concert... when she sang to us. That was so horrible. Thinking about it right now even makes me wanna cry. :( I really don't want her to leave because she is by far my favorite teacher, not only that, she is the best teacher I've ever had. :'( Our teacher next year is going to be Mrs. Mechling from Carl Albert. I'm not exactly looking forward to it to be honest, but hey, I'm going to have to get over it.

Well, I will probably write everday this week since I will have a lot to talk about.

goodbye. <3

ughhh.

Hey!


sorry I haven't blogged in awhile. lots has been going on. I went on my choir trip to st. louis.. that was pretty awesome! i had a lot of fun! :) uhm.. choir has been going pretty dang good. except for the fact that i didnt get the solo i wanted really bad. i hate that i lost to someone that gets everything she's ever wanted. but, it always happens to me.. i'm used to it. Anyways, Kevin and I have been pretty good. a little problems here and there.. but, its whatever. we have been together a year and almost two months. pretty rad! ashley and i aren't really best friends anymore.. so, we'll see how that goes. I've been hangin with a pretty rad group of people. kev, matt, damian, arielle. :) i love em! woo!


well, i guess thats it.

hello?!


adios.

pain.

Ugh. my jaw hurts really super bad, and i dont know, today, i just feel wierd and i have no clue why! BLAH! This Christmas break has been great... there's been some hard times.. but, they're all gone and i'm in the process of fixing them and not giving up. Jesus Christ is amazing. if you don't know Him, you should really try to, cause you definetely won't be disappointed. :)

i gotta keep my head up and be positive, and thats what i'm planning on doing. this new years, i decided to make this year different. and i'm gonna stick to that! :D


adioss.

lalalaal.

This has been a crazy week/weekend. Tony, Lyndsi and Ty were over this week for Christmas. Which was pretty great! I got a car and bunches of clothes and other cool stuff! I got to see Ty, which was awesome.. cause i love Ty! :D Anyways, They left on thursday and I was off to Kevin's after that. We all went to the Factory that day. Saw Returned and Ruins, Low Blow, King Conquer, Pay At The Pump, and Love Begotten. It was a pretty nice show! Ashley stayed the night for the second time, afterwards. uhm.. friday, we all hung out and kev's house for awhile and then came to my house. Yesterday, i went to kevin's grandpa's house out by eufala. It was quite lovely, i got a couple more Christmas presents which rocked.. then, we came home and went to eat mexican food which was especcially lovely.. except for the waitress. But yeah, its been a crazy week and weekend. :D

i'm looking forward to New Years Eve. :D



adioss. <3

blah

lastnight was stupid. at least, the end of it was. first, i had to wait to talk to kevin til like forever... but, its okay.. it was important and i'm sorry for getting mad kev. :] wellllll, after that, i was talking to kevin SOMEONE texts me and tells me to break up with kevin. stupid. it made me so upset. so so upset. and furious. i'm just tired of everyone ganging up on me and kevin. i didnt change kevin. he was strong enough to change himself. in the good way of course, and he didnt stop hanging out with his friends, they stopped hanging out with him. even if he did stop, it's his choice so i just wish everyone would be mature and stop. ugh!


sorry for that little rant.

anyways, tonight is my choir concert and i'm super excited about it. we're singing awesome songs and i'm ready to beat the del aires. most people last time said we stole the show. i think Colla Voce should be named the pride of Del City cause we rock so much. not to sound conceited, i'm just super super proud of Colla Voce and i love those girls. YAY! anyways, we're singing Mozart tonight. three songs of his. Confutatis, Dies Irae, and Lacrymosa. Amazing songs. i love them. a lot. after the concert, kevin, ashley, my dad, and i are gonna go eat at a mexican place and its gonna be awesome.

i was in sorta a bad mood afterschool and i just kinda decided that i would stop. i don't want to be in bad moods. i used to be a really happy person. ALL THE TIME. i think thats what made me like kev's dad so much, he just seemed to be happy all the time. and he looks happy even when he's not. and thats awesome! :D i love kevin's family, they are just like my family. they rock! :D


anyways, i'll go now!


byeee.